I often dream about tornadoes, where by often I mean a couple of times a month. I’ve never seen a tornado in person, nor do I think about them often in my waking life, but I am scared of them, so maybe when my brain reaches for “scary thing” to insert in a dream, the dice tend to come up tornado. (Also, airplanes. But not death or cockroaches.)

Usually I see them from afar, but last night’s dream-nado got really, frighteningly close, to the point that I got myself, my dad, and my dog (the main characters up to this point) into the bathtub and covered us up with a mattress. That’s still the protocol, right? I don’t know how people are supposed to have time to haul mattresses into their bathrooms – real time doesn’t stretch like dream time does.

Anyway, the story ended happily with the house still standing and my discovery that the tornado was nothing more than a fabric and wire contraption being hauled around on the back of a truck. Then the bad guys (who had made the tornado to scare me) went to jail, and I learned how to climb trees using three glowing rings invented by a friend of a friend. But I digress.

Dream-nado: totally fake. Dream-airplanes-falling-out-of-the-sky: still real. This is an improvement.

I board the first of four flights tomorrow afternoon. It’s not a big plane, but at least it’s a short-ish flight and I’ll have a window seat (in the exit row, no less). The weather looks pretty promising, too, which is always nice.

I’ve managed to stay distracted over the last week—sitting for four finals will do that. But now finals are done, and I’m left working on my totally uninspired Space Law paper and, of course, thinking about airplanes.

My entire body is a ball of tension that starts with a knot in my stomach and branches out to every muscle. And of course thinking about feeling sick only makes it worse. The best solution I’ve found—and I know it sounds stupid—is to smile. I look at Samson, think the words “my dog is cute,” and force a smile. And it works! For a moment, I relax a little.

If only I could bring Sammy with me for cuteness support. Maybe I’ll load some pictures of him onto my phone, so I can be the weirdo apparently praying to my dog as the plane lifts off.

So that settles it—only funny podcasts for the plane ride. My current favorites are Jordan, Jesse, Go! and Stop Podcasting Yourself. I would bring some You Look Nice Today, but I’ve listened to every episode of that show so many times that I can almost recite them.

Wish me luck! Once I get through the first flight, the rest should be easier.

I’ve managed to avoid thinking about my upcoming airplane flights (three weeks!) most days, but I do sometimes dream about planes. The experience, fortunately, is usually pleasant.

Last night, for instance, I dreamt that I got on my plane to Nashville and found, to my relief, that it was much larger than I’d expected. So large, in fact, that it had a jumbotron-equipped lounge and a full-size Starbucks in the back. I would have liked to head back there during the flight and enjoy something decaffeinated (caffeine exacerbates the anxiety thing), but the plane only got airborne for a minute or two before it landed again and began driving the rest of the way to Tennessee.

This has been a common pattern in my airplane dreams lately: huge luxury planes that don’t fly much. I’ve dreamt about a plane with hotel rooms, a plane with a buffet, and a plane with office space. And whatever the type of plane, if it gets into the air at all, it scoots along about ten feet off the ground, dodging bridges and trees. Now THAT’S what flying should be, eh?